Yesterday was just one of those days. Only one word I feel can explain it: Overwhelming.
I don't know what came over me but as soon as I got home after work I was mentally, emotionally and physically drained. Not sure why, but I some how felt lost.
Over the past year I had let myself fall back into such a routine that for the first time it caught me off guard and I did not know what to do with myself. The things I used to think about, plan for, expect in a day have shifted. The attention is now all on me. My time is MY time. I do what I want, when I want and I am the only one I have to worry about. I am not used to this and for some reason it is very difficult for me.
So I grabbed the mail (which, since Anna is out of town has not been picked up in two days!) and headed up to the apartment. As I sorted through the various coupons,
flyer's, and bills I found two letters addressed to me! One from Raleigh and one from
Galax, VA. (
ps - i love "real" mail if you don't know by now. Sometimes emails, facebook messages and texts are just impersonal!)
As I opened each envelope, one from family and one from a wonderful friend....my day was renewed. Each card had a specific list in it. These specific lists brought smiles as I read through them. Each made me think deeply and appreciate this time that I do have for myself. It also made me
soooo appreciate the family and friends I have been blessed with.
Thanks to those two special people for thinking of me and sending me just what I needed on this day!
Below are the two lists; each unique in their own way!
10 Simple Things to Remember1. Love is why we are here
2. The most important day is today
3. If you always do your best, you will not have regrets.
4. In spite of your best efforts, some things are out of your control.
5. Things always look better tomorrow.
6. Sometimes a wrong turn will bring you to exactly the right place.
7. Sometimes when you think the answer is "no", it's "not yet."
8. True friends share your joys, see the best in you, and support you through challenges.
9. God and your parents will always love you.
10. For all your accomplishments, nothing will bring your more happiness than the love you find.
10 things I just wanted to let you know1. You're the bomb
2. Thinking 'bout you
3. End of March/beginning of April was tough...but you triumphed!!
4. Warm weather is here, holler.
5. I'm still working on moving to
CLT. one day....one day....
6. Matthew
McConaughey has a new movie coming out!
7. It's one day closer to the weekend.
8. I love you!
9. Lots
10. And Lots!!!!
(little things mean the most!)